REGRET.!!

yes i am..i am regret.! i just did the most regretful thing i should do.. letting go a person tht i hav been together for 3 years.. sum1 that is always there for me.. sum1 that cn stand me for a very long time.. i just dunno how to tell u tht i misses u so much.. i know we can never be like before.. but is it so hard to just be a friend? its only u that can understand me.. always.. yeah. u r rite.. i've been torturing u since we were in da serious relationship.. i'm afraid.. i just dunno how to treat u well.. i know u hav been trying sooo hard to change.. u hav tried to put as many effort as u can.. but i dunno.. wut's wrong with me.. a friend ask me "daya, u let him go? a person tht u loved for a very long time?" n at tht moment, i just realize.. i did a big mistake.. by letting u go.. u r complicated yet so comfortable to b with.. i miss u teasing.. i miss the moment when u make me mad n u laugh cuz u said "u love to see me mad" .. i miss u.. yes i do.. n u make wanna say.. i do.. i do love u..

hyundai car..

im not a big fan of hyundai.. but this car really catch my eyes.. it's known as x-metro if im not mistaken.. n there will b no production of this model in malaysia i guess.. but it's niceee.. ;)





oppss..!! da last one is my car.. lovely baby swift.. <3

-lone rangers-

hyeee.. !!! i just realized i never mentioned about my secret group.. ceyh.!! no larh.. a group named LONE RANGER was established in this year but i cant really remember when..huhu.. but u can really remmber how this group is built up.. it's bcoz of all the SINGLES ladies that stayed at my hse every time we had tests or quizzes n also finals... one day,we realized that we all have the same thing in common in which we are all SINGLE, ALONE, and dun really hav much friends.. we were in different courses in UiTM but we can unite together under one roof with out living togther.. n people will keep on asking how do we knw each other n how can we bcome a group.. when they asked 'kornf kos sama ek?' we will answer 'no' then they will ask again.. 'korng satu rumah la mksdnye?' again,we will answer 'no' and they'll be like 'huh?' datu cmne knl?? we will juz laugh.. hahahaha.. omg.. i miss u gurls sooo much.. all those gossiping time.. laughing n yelling time.. every n each of us hav the same prob with diff guy.. huhu. of course. darr~~ hehe.. well,i think it's bcoz of we r an independent gurl... huhu.. so we cant really depends n say yes to evrything tht guy said n want.. we can b really patient but dun go over limit cuz we can explode n the effect would be much horror cmpared to the volcanoes explosion..huhu.. exaggerate huh?? haha.. nway, the mmbers of this club include.. me a.k.a the president.. hehe. then,aina, raihana, illi liyana, n alya.. however there r some of our friends out there that had join this club such as bella, ilham n mastura.. heee~ welcme to da club ladies.. =) so these r some pic of us.. hehe..

REAL LOVE by nasree najmi

i knew this guy during my finals... now i guess he can be a great friend of mine.. he's really polite.. self-centered and i guess he's a guy with a vision.. scara shortnye, sapa dapt die sgt2 untung.. hehe.. to find a guy that is matured enough in their life is not easy.. having a friend like him taught me a lot of lesson.. kalo ade nasree the second.. i wouldn't mind..haha.. nway, this guy posted sumtin about true love.. n i really like his words.. especially this part.. "real love is about knowing oneself deeply and saying that i'm gifted to have such a wonderful person in my life..love is a two ways communication, its about give and take..its about listen and giving feedback.."package".." n he's full notes is like this "people don't work if they can't give commitment, people wouldn't involve in things they do not familiar with...people don't want to get married if they know that they are going to end up with divorce...it should be noted that people would not be in love if they discovered that there's no understanding in relationship...real love is about knowing oneself deeply and saying that i'm gifted to have such a wonderful person in my life..love is a two ways communication, its about give and take..its about listen and giving feedback.."package"...i'm learning..may the force be with me~ enough bout him n his quotes.. tata~

the feeling of numbness

i juz realized my last post was about few months ago n yup..of course it's about him.. n today..again..it's about him.. him... i met him almost 3 years ago.. we haven't declare anything until 2day... but our relationship is mistaken with the people around us where they thought that we were cpl.. no we r not.. i did fall for him long time ago.. about 2 years ago.. but the feeling is faded away when i dun really felt appreciated.. he taught me a lot n i do owe him a lot.. but it doesnt mean tht i need to b there for him forever without bein appreciated.. he said he cant be my friend cuz he had feelings towards me.. but at the same time,he cant co mitt in any kind of relationship.. then wut would he wanted? enemy?? hurmmm.. n when i decide juz to be strngers.. he juz cant accept it n he keep on saying tht he misses me n so on.. wut for?? wut for u?? u cant be selfish n greedy.. i am not urs so u cant control my life all the time.. n u always run from ur problem.. until when?? u always said tht u r mature,but mature people dun run away from their prob n they will not b afraid to take any risk in their life.. ever..! so wut r u?? huh... i'll be very sad to lost a friend like u.. but there's nothing i can do though.. let's just say yes to my deal and we will lead our life like we always wanted to..k.

hurmm...

can i say that i miss u?
i knw i shouldn't..
i knw i hav to stop.
n in fact,people around me is sick of hearing me missing u..
but juz to let u knw.. i do miss u..

a friend of mine has just posted that she missed the old times in fb..
so do i..
when she asked me wut do i miss da most?
i'm afraid to answer..cuz u knw why?people around me hate to hear tht i still hav feelings to u even after wut u did to me.

so i can juz answer..i rmmber evrything tht happen in da past..
i miss u..i miss all those moments that i hav gone through with u.

n when a friend of mine post rmmbering da sweet memories can make u smile..it was u tht i ws thnkng about.. evrything that people ask or say or tell will rmnd me of u..
wut should i do to get rid of u frm my life? am i too stubborn or being sooo stupid or is it bcoz i juz love u so much that makes it hard 4 me to forget u..i juz dun knw..

m still searchng 4 an answer..

post specially dedicate to jaja..

it has been a very long time since i updated my blog...

well,,it is bcoz of i 4got my password!!
huhu~

n bcoz of this one person,jaja...........that ask me to look at her page..
suddenly i remember my password!!
thanxx jaja!!

xoxo